So I'm on break. That means I sat in my underwear all day listening to grindcore, then watched Heroes with my mom. So now I'm in my room wondering yet again what's the point of the present? I'm doing absolutely nothing important right now. I have no guaranteed money making talents. What do I do. I now it's only natural for someone my age to be thinking that. But right now I can only reflect on my handicaps. For example: My hopeless inability to interact intimately with people, my tendency to constantly talk to myself, my occasional habit of shouting curse words at my self,(like fag) and my inferiority complex.

Man, I think I'm over blowing my problems. Good things come to those who wait. I hope those come in the form of a friends or at least that one special female who understands my thinking.