I don't why but I'm obsessed with uploading anime :arg

I ended up uploading over 8 titles since this morning and I'm not sure as to why I do it.

A few of the episode titles from today

Is there some kind of weird payoff that I'm not aware of? I don't get any points for uploading anime/manga/OSTs etc...for the most part. So, there's really nothing in it for me.

I thought perhaps I was doing it to help out those who couldn't download due to p2p problems related to on-campus regulations and such...but now I'm starting to think otherwise.

I am currently watching between 40-50 series so perhaps that's part of the reason, but still, why can't I be just satisfied with downloading the episode, chapter, etc? =/

Help me overcome this dreaded addiction :shakefist