I've been raised in a devotely Catholic family and I go to church every Sunday, however the more I think about the church and its teachings the less it makes sense and the more I find to disagree with. I am very logical in my thinking, and so many of the church's teachings seem illogical or closed minded to me. I lack the faith to accept what i believe to be flawed teachings. I'd love to be able to accept the church's teachings as truth, as nearly all the devotely religious people I know seem to be happy because of their beliefs and it would make the world a lot simpler, however I simply can't. If this inability to accept the docterines of the Catholic Church lead me to hell, whos fault is it, God's or mine? My lack of faith is not due to laziness or spite and I have no alterior motives for not believing, so I believe it would be God's fault. I would like to know people's opinions on this.